I have entirely too much energy and nothing fun to do with it
I’m in a mood where everything is horrible and I’m never going to be good enough. I just want someone to make me smile and feel better. I just want to stop being so damn dependent one person, because said person is never as dependable as I want him to be. I just want to cry so I can stop being so damn sad. Tomorrow I refuse to be sad anymore. Back to happy Ebbony.
Does this look like dead week to you?
That I have those friends who even if we’ve never hung out or had a deep conversation they are still there when I cry out for help.
I really appreciate people like that.
And I’m going to be completely honest I had some REALLY dark thoughts tonight, but a kind soul let me hang out with her and laugh and pretend I had no problems.
Those thoughts are gone now, and now I know that if I ever need a laugh and to get away there’s someone close by to go to.
I wish there was someone to talk to when insomnia kicks in :/
Showing great care and perseverance
And now I’m dramatically singing Beez in the Trap…
How do I have friends?
Just add that to the list of weird qualities I possess